When you’re trying to be a good person for other people and it starts interfering with your personal life, what do you do? Shouldn’t I be trying to be a good person for myself? Does that make me a bad person? I’m not sure what the right thing to do is anymore.
I got a job!
I get to decorate fondant cakes. Oh my goodness, I’ve wanted this for long. I still can’t believe it.
Here are some of the sample drawings that I sent to the woman who offered me the illustration opportunity. I’m still working on a few more styles.
Depressed.
I feel like I’m being selfish when I’m depressed.
Getting more depressed because I feel selfish.
I want to be Metapod.
Maybe watching Girl Interrupted before bed isn’t a good idea,
but gatdam Winona Ryder is gorgeous.
Today I got an offer to make illustrations for a children’s book.
It’s not definite that they’ll be used but at least I have this chance.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I really hope I don’t mess this up.








